Amazingly I Am

Those emotions clubbed with that time Left in her memories now for a long while Locked away in her unconscious mind Nothing left to recollect, all grey and white Life had suddenly changed in a blink Giving her no time and space to think Roles had changed, responsibilities too many Change was inevitable without spending a penny Adjustments were required, no hassle Inside her heart, she felt like an empty castle Yet, she was bit relaxed looking at that man The face of her future, holding her hand Struggling to settle in her new phase Trying to solve the impossible maze Being careful with every move But still she needed to improve To balance her mind and heart With a smile from the very start Oh! She tumbled again and again Wondering to board which plane That will take her to the peaceful place Where trust and acceptance will grace Where her man will trust her blindly And their love will grow at a faster pace In her search for that...

A split of a second How important could it be? A small blink of the eye And world can change suddenly This miniscule moment of life When everything seems allright A small beat of your heart And feelings can change suddenly One decision, taken One step forward The spoken words, heard And thoughts can change suddenly     Self discovery with time Endlessly trying to recover A small tear falling down And temper can change suddenly Bumpy roads, slower pace Destiny takes turn at its rate Live every second and enjoy And time will fly suddenly

A relentless enemy inside you Unending war with those thoughts An unrelenting rain And it pours all day long Faith is standing on your right Yet the emotions are burning Caught in this tussle of life Hoping, the patience is building Trust, instincts never lie And embrace it with love Ultimate consequence, destiny Yet a wishful thinking, smile Crossing the heart, truthfully Eternal end, It's a game of time!

With fingers crossed, inventing life Of faith, of trust and of hope In his love, care and warmth Without any soulful cries on my lips I am standing firm on my feet And I wish I could speak my heart Lay before him the eternal path And walk with him to reach the stars I am laughing and my eyes are wet Yet I am not crying, I can tell It's the joy which has captured my heart The fire in my eyes will tell all of that And in this phase of life, I arrived Blissful, with him holding me very tight On less traveled road, I walked ahead With a promise for never to look back!!

A wound that doesn't stop bleeding And your soul watches without feelings You pretend that you are sleeping And your eyes are flooded with tears You apprehend your mind with everything And your results with it are still insignificant You make your lips wanting to speak And there are words no one can hear And a voice is slowly whispered in your ears I am your destiny, anonymous and unknown And this part of life that no one has control You stop pretending and apprehending And keep smiling as you move on!

The crossroads or the crosswords Intersections on every side I stare Landlocked on every move I make Inside this spell you created Of trust, of care, of love, and luck! Down the street and on this road The bond, tightened with a rope Walking with a fear, never to be worn The faith that created world, its born Of trust, of care, of love, and luck! The bright sky or the dark night Hoping with big hope I confide With all the worldly emotions I stride On life's carpet woven very tight Of trust, of care, of love, and luck! With the vision so clear this time I cried with a broad smile On the roof top of heaven in my life And a contract with peace I signed Of trust, of care, of love, and luck! I resigned! 

Rough and bumpy roads of life With all the challenges on my side I am preserving my strength for that day Picking up pebbles to throw away All that the destiny can do this time Wait for me to play my chance to shine Believing that he exists in this universe The remote control is with him to operate Displaying all the cards, I did not manipulate That very luck written with chalk on destiny’s slate And I shall fly in the direction that defines my day With all the goodness that I can assimilate All the lessons learnt and put aside I am here for that moment when I will climb The stairs, leading me to the place I am eyeing That moment will be recorded in the history, I write And nothing else can fill me with all the pride Only that victory, a reason for me to survive