Amazingly I Am

A fable I heard few moments ago Wondering does it really come of age When people say I am ruled by my rage Do they mean it’s just some hidden tale? Hidden inside heart or mind of human beings Unconscious mind with deep secrets, no claims Come to think of it, I am amazed How can the heart and mind not be same? The princess who wants a charming prince Is she thinking from mind to rule as a queen? Is she ruled by the feelings which may be serene? What drives her to dream and desire? Both are though leading to same end Where is the dispute then? I fail to understand I dream about one thing this moment My mind may want that thing to happen Will it be my mind or heart ruling here? Who is to win is actually a question, Consider! The result is still going to be same Does it matter if means are different and distinct? Why is again the question in my mind Isn't it the same thing in the heart? I am back on the same dilemma at last

for all those who have friends they can value and preserve..i have some... for all of them... here it goes... Locked away are the moments so dear I want them to always stay very near They are what defines my past With love, I will secure them in my heart The key to those times is in safe hands It’s that love which stood strong on that sand With time, everything changes for good This bond though will stay intact as it has stood Cheers to the friendship we've had Its very precious, I am sure you know that Wishing time doesn't change it for bad It's the only gem which can be preserved at the end!

A room without a door is the perfect place to live Every bad thing that comes in will have to leave It would be mix of a hell and heaven, I suppose Have you lived in an apartment of love before? How I wish such a place really existed Life would then always be daring No roller coaster rides would have been needed To feel the worldly emotions, spoiling everything Cut out these feelings because they immobilize Make you deaf, blind and impaired Before one realizes the breathing stops To know it’s the end which it doesn’t want Heart gets weaker and mind cannot get stable The eyes can see something but cannot register Do you really want such kind of situation? No, is the literal answer, I trust No one needs to bleed with emotions Be strong because you’ve got no options Hold on to your inner self and don’t muddle Life is short, live in present and cuddle!

I feel blind even though I can perceive the brightness in here Is it the inner me or the day has turned so gloomy? I am looking around to find a familiar face All in vain, there is no sound and no trace I don’t know why I am feeling so But not everything can be said in words Sometimes the heart needs to know It’s still beating with full flow The memories are haunting me I guess Should I laugh or cry? I am perplexed Suffocated already, I feel like running Into those arms or just keep on dreaming Don’t want to wake up all alone in the morning The mirror laughs at me when it sees me weeping I guess it’s time which can heal the wound I have Because person who’s gone never comes back I wish I never forget what it used to be This soul needs to just live with it!

How I wish you knew, it wasn't the right thing to do Turning the lights off, it won't help you clean up the flu It may have been a mistake, which could be avoided You can't run away from the past you created If now you want to change, its never too late Just need to keep filling up the fuel in this life's train Four wheels, wheeled together with significant chain Faith, hope, courage and brain Pocket them in your heart and travel The journey will not be as hard as you claim!

I am entrapped inside this maze Can anyone help me to rephrase It’s jumbled and fully crumpled With no sense of vector, life seems dumbbell The time is passing with full speed This moment is important, I believe The decision is tough but to be taken Even if it means that heart is left broken Need a bandage if it will cure The wound is not too deep, I am sure Life is hanging on the fate’s hook I am yet to find its solution in any book I realize; life is like the music I have to choose the genre and pick The sound which sooths the inner soul Helping me to demolish the destiny’s wall Pick me up now, I want to stand straight Look in the eyes of those who hate It surely will help me to recreate The love which is lost in all this haste!

Tell me why do I have so many questions? Where are the answers? Any suggestions? Inside my head, there is this web thing Jumbled and scrambled The spider's got no wings Though stick to the sides in the walls Will it survive, if it falls? Earth is revolving at a slower speed Looks like my imagination has got a lead Faster than ever, its making me feel Like a horse running the cart on one wheel Trying to find the route to its field Confused, if the master will lead his way Will it reach its destination anyway? Tick-tock says the clock hanging on the wall Second by second, minute by minute it talks Time is always very short, I am told When a mouse is running to reach its hole Searching its way, cleverly it goes Though it may fall prey to cat's claws Will it survive if its caught? Tell me, why is everyone stuck in this puzzle? Trying to learn how will the life whistle Are there any rules to be followed in this jungle? When no rays can pass through and mingle Fast or slow, everyo

At this stage of my life,I want time to stand still I want to see how many are on the same hill Struggling with emotions which are killing Trying to smile even when they are crying Entertaining others to keep them happy How many?  I am sure the number is big Yet everyone is taking the same pill Avoiding the reasons, gathering that will This way or the other, to fulfill their dreams Keeping hopes alive even when stakes are high For what reason and why? I have forgotten the counting I found everyone standing at that shop Nothing is sold except one thing, "faith" Priceless it may be, but very much demand The question in my mind is its value Why so highly priced? Interruption comes like a speed breaker Attacked as if by the sharp edged weapon Taking away everything, when sharpened This doesnt even need a guess Its 'negativity' and comes without cess Why is it free? Truth of life or call it uncertainty Happens with everyone, what a pitty? No one is happy yet everyone is

I don't know if its right for me to stay I don't know if I am walking straight I don't know if this will take me to the right place I dont know if anything can be said "wrong" And I dont know if I know what "right" is All I know right now is that am here And if this means I have to move away I need a reason not to stroll away If only I knew My heart and mind Without taking any clue With closed eyes and hand cuffed I could pick and choose This moment to stay so true To let my senses know, i flew Into the world of dreams with you If i could then i would Stand on the highest peak Move with the highest pace Travel faster than the light's speed And do everything I possibly could And let you know that its you Its your touch which is needed For these eyes to keep looking through Your presence or absence Dont know if it makes any difference The only perfume which I can sense Its the thought, thats the only essence Stay in my words forever, I pray Until the e

Warm memories and winters Perfect Combination is it? I wonder The cold air when touches your face Blocks the nose and eyes haze You look around to find the sun rays Hidden somewhere, trying to find out the ways Where and how can it display? That warmth it carries with it always Looking around desperately for something warm Soothing it shall be without taking any loan When suddenly it clinches and you return Unconsciously I smile thinking its my turn You look around to find the blocked way Unclogging the mind to peacefully fly away Where and how can it be found? Those thoughts which are always abound Ah! you bring that joy to me all the time Except that, nothing is left behind Slightly you come and squeeze All the warmth all over me For I need you to hold onto me Until the winters last and I sleep!

Hey fellas, I know its been ages I posted on my blog! Well this is one of the recent's I wrote. I know you may consider it depressing sorts like always but may be there is ray of hope in there somewhere, letz see how u interpret it! with this New year beginning, I thought letz start posting again! so here its goes.. ORDEAL Been long that I sat down to write Why? is not the question on my mind Playing hide and seek for a while Destiny is making me feel all white No colours are perceived by my eyes Wondering, have I gone blind? Pinch me and I may not feel the pain Shout at me and it may be all in vain Sitting beside me, I may not be visible Talking with me, you may not get any answers No feelings are generated by my mind Wondering, have I gone cold inside? Guess the wind has been blowing too hard It made me loose my direction from very start Where's everyone gone leaving me apart? Am I still living? I ask my heart! No answers are given by the soul Wondering, have I gone out of co