Amazingly I Am

Okie! Letz have a glance over the year which is about to end. I am not understanding from where to begin but I am gonna start anyhow. what say? :P This isnt going to be easy for me to write down here but I guess it should not be that hard either. To the readers of my blog, just sit back and read the story :D Everyone talks about their college life which is full of fun and unusual masti . When I sit down to think about my college time which wasnt that great but I must confess, whatever I learnt from the incidents I went through, did help me know actually WHO AM I? I am talking about my college here because this year which is about to end, brought end to my college life too. Putting me into the BIG world where everyone is striving to mark their presence in some way or the other. I am here talking about what decisions we take when we are in college.. to do something in our lives which is different and gives us a unique identity. I m sure most of our decisions are influenced by our parents

This is where it shall begin In a strange place, with a stranger Without knowing anyone’s intention Yet trying to find that someone special   A person, I know nothing about Love or attraction, full of doubts Discovering him at every second Like a story tale where I am the princess   Prince charming has come to my rescue On the train and like that he flew Catching me while I was to fly Out in the sky, just a little high   Skipping a beat, my heart told me Hold this hand and I shall be free Inside I went to live this dream Starring at that face, I wish to scream   Stronger were the arms and I was lost Between that warmth and love, I froze Wishing for the time to bring to a halt To find a lock and key so that I can bolt   The moment I wish to never pass Without saying a word, just have a dance So close to the soul I touched and laughed To the glory of oneness, without any power   Starting or the end, it was vast Fading the world

helloss..... was reading something written by a friend on his blog page. please find it @ www.chitwanprabhakar.blogspot.com.. these are few lines i could scribble as i finished reading his thoughts.... Love is a prized feeling Not fought but acquired sincerely With two hearts bonding with each other A sense of oneness keeps them together Cupid played the role it could Move ahead from where you stood Music is all around you dear Pick up the right tones while you hear Mind stays in conflict when heart rules Pick that smile and stop searching for tools Tread your path, don't mend your ways Love will bless you soon, keep faith!

If not now then when I request you not to pretend My heart cannot follow the trend Take care of it, its in your hand Dreaming about what, can't find out Want something to happen sooner now Take right turn or go left I'll still have to move ahead There's no stop, where to stand? Where to find you on this land? Round and round, seems everything around Where is the straight line, please tell me now Have I covered the distance? If yes, then where do you stand? Tell me the place where I can find Only thing I've been walking behind Encounter me while I follow Give me pain, I can swallow I am waiting but still walking To reach that place I am dreaming If not now then when I am not frozen yet Waiting for you to melt Taking care of my steps till then Hoping against hope I guess I am sure you'll greet me with success!

hellas.. Well I wrote this one on the rakshabandhan day but did not get time to put it up here.. now that I have..read on.. :) Dear Brother I Know you'll always be there With high waves moving up & down There's one person whose always around Holding me if I tend to fall Showing me the right way to walk on With his guidance and experience Life's been full of happiness Walking ahead & clearing the path He's been the light When the tunnel was fully dark Supporting me at every step without fail He's been my strength to win any race While I climb this ladder I've no fear even if I stumble Unconditionally he'll be standing below With his protective layer around me Helping me to reach at the top Turning every rock into bed of roses Making me learn without any pauses The easy and hard way of life Silently staying present by my side Today I've got an excuse to say Nothing different yet it is a special day I Love you dear brother Today, Tomorrow and always

I was sad and it rained Gaining my strength I stayed Inside that place which is fake Though with him around, its all at stake My mind and body in the rain Wanna get drenched and ease the pain The sound on the window glass Its the drops or me, lets find out Heads; I won or loose You've go nothing but choose Options are two and one coin Its heads or tails, lets join Race has begun and am behind With the pace of tortoise I'll shine One day Stand in the rain and rejoice Moments I have stolen and packed It seems my heart is hijacked Locked inside that box Keys of which are lost Not meant to be found I am here and ably sound Making it a lifetime, gaining extra pound Rain or me, both standing in the ground Yes, I'll win and stand out in the crowd Face it, life's gonna take a you turn now Coz, its me whose won the round Just dont think and shout Let the voice be very loud Its my way of telling everyone in town Everything is fine when its love around!

VDJS, its my Alma mater. VDJS stands for Vidya Devi Jindal School. It is in Hisar and more information about the school can be found at http://www.vdjs.edu.in/ This year, my school completed 25 yeras of its existence and it is a proud moment for every other jindalite. In its memory, I thought of giving my regards to the school by putting my memories of the school days into the following words.. before I proceed further, a line from the school's anthem.. VDJS, we love, you love, we love you.. VDJS WE LOVE YOU!!! here it goes.... With the love you bestowed on me for eight years I can't stop but recall those days here With Granny holding our hands on first day Putting us up in our dormitories with a happy face Missing my home, I cried day and night But VDJS loved me like its own child Without shedding more tears at that time I started learning the life's drive Blessed with wonderful teachers and friends I had the amazing time of my life Learning on every step I took With devot

In the end, does it really matters? When all you have with you is tears And that artificial smile which now you wear With emotions boiling inside, you wonder Why isn't everything amicable? Surrendering to this fate so cruel You just move on passing those hurdles Yet there is crack to be mended Impossible it seems In the glory, you once apprehended On this battlefield of truth and fake One has to win, whatever it may take Truth is strong yet not powerful Under pressure, its win seems doubtful It struggles hard and harder Suppressed and downtrodden Your anger comes out in full motion Spoiling the relations without realizing Its the fake, who gets the promotion Regaining the strength, truth recovers Still last in the row, it struggles With cries and tears rolling all around The battle gets tougher and tougher Resigning, the fake is victorious Yet the reality is completely different For the reason that In the end, it really doesn't matter!

Heated talks and the dark night Always yearning to hold her tight Whispering his love in her ears Feeling the warmth of her breath so clear He was lying beside her without any fear Waiting for the moment to draw her near Speaking softly in her sleep to let her hear The Love he has for her sleeping dear With rays peeping through the hole of the curtain Trying to disturb the night which was calm and subtle He wanted to take her away from those lights To let her love sleep peacefully on that night Thunders and storms all happening outside Not letting him step away from her side Worried he, was praying for a miracle To switch off that button, regaining the silence Feeling so powerless and upset He was trying to enter into a bet With the nature so angry tonight Pleading it not to pick up any fight His love is sleeping after a long time Please let her rest, for once tonight With this, he lost his sight Cursing the weather, he cried Though trying his best, he thought he failed Yet she woke up

While I sit on my bed in this room Glancing back on those five years with full zoom I thought to myself one last time Does my soul still have that shine? Mother and father gave all the support Unexplainable, words are falling short How to repay the kindness they bestow Without any selfishness, just letting me grow Learning the hardest rule of this life Thinking but there's no place to hide Emotions circling my mind completely Making it difficult to speak openly The faster it is, thornier Slower, it is a failure With time, it is going to be subtle I'll have to be careful but hustle Walking around this life's shore To create footprints that will last for more Completing the next task, standing on my door I am going to make them proud on this floor Of their daughter whom they care and adore Without any reservations with full vigor Trying my best to fulfill their dreams While having their blessings always with me Convicting myself To the time which cannot be trusted Without cru

This is the moment I had been waiting till now, the time when I sit down in the classroom of National Law University and write the last exam of my Law school life. That time when we thought about our seniors passing out, it felt nostalgic but when the time is same for me, I am wondering what is the name of the feeling I can term this as... I am happy that I am leaving but on the same time, I am not feeling that very sad as well. Besides this, even though my batch of 2009 would not have been the best batch when it comes down to unity but I am glad at the end of five years, one thing which brought the batch together at last was the chain mail started by me. In the mail, I stated in simple words, the moments of our college in a nutshell. I wanted to say give a farewell present to the whole batch and nothing better than this could cross my mind... the world of words is the best place I could express and at the same time part away with not so hurting words... This below written is the poem

This is how people get worked up during examz.. following is a normal conversation with a friend who is done with 4 of his final examz for the semester and still 2 more to go for him. Read the conversation below and U shall understand the fever i am talking about.. :D a brief about the conversation. we were talking about him getting his tickets booked for going back home after his examz and i was saying that the particular train has 3 tier AC coach but he was refusing to accept that. so he was asking when did i travel in 3 tier Ac coach and catch the conversation now... Chitwan : kabki? this time? me : last winters ki baba... i remember Chitwan : acha me : nahi re.. abhi this time m goin by car :D 5:08 PM road trip Chitwan : haan samaan hoga na bohat poora gharonda bas jata hai 5 saalo mein kya karen! me : not much now.. kahfi i have left home.. winter clothes i tuk.. abhi piche 2 trips to dehi i tuk stuff which went home yup.. no one knows tht better than me... 8 yrs sch

As she woke up to answer the phone on her bed Just wanted to hear your voice, he said Holding her breath as she spoke Hello to the person over the phone Thinking about the dream she had Two people under that lovely shed Loosing her thoughts she heard him say Reminding her of the place they once stayed And then he asked her how you are today Never before she felt her heart sway To the tune of words she was hearing Stuck in her thoughts with the man who was speaking And lost was she in her own world dreaming Alongside this only person she kept wishing Her dream world to turn into reality And walk with pride in that beautiful city City which is called as love Having a straight road without any curve Still talking with him she realized She was on the phone, she sighed Wishing for the right time she cried And kept down the phone on her side!

Traveling in this magical world I am flying with ideas of a free bird Narrating my tales to people around I am insane yet so ably sound In my dreams I conquered my soul Gazing at my body, pressed against the wall Declaring the world crazy for love Pretence has suddenly got on my nerve Waiting for the memory to freely expand Storing everything to set the new trend Coming back into the real world I stand Trailing my voice without any helping hand Touched i am with the stories told Carved into the new book, not yet sold Treasuring the newness, I behold This new life which is not so cold Everything untold, and emotions unknown Feelings unearthed Experiencing with different tones Move ahead, sit on the throne Filling colors in the beautiful life drawn!

Knowing you through these years Your voice still echo in her ears The image you created around her soul Wondering if she can get out of that hole Her hands are tied and heart's on the roll Yet everything is written on life's scroll Read it through the eyes that loved Breathing with her, the breeze you touched You'll hear the sounds that are coming Howling for the one her heart's been wanting Yet, not complaining but resigning To the fate or reality, still deciding The life which seemed so perfectly moving Ramblings still make her relive the happenings Cherishing those times, mirroring in front of her eyes She is breathing and finding the answer for "Why" Dreaming is she? But not shedding another tear Wishing him for his wonderful life without any fear Hugging the thoughts so hard and tight It seems she had lost yet winning that fight Directing the evil to stay away from him Not bothering anymore if she has to sin Devoting herself to this ultimate end Still wai

This is India, and I wonder how many of you are liking this "INDIA"... They say it is a place where every other soul can find a peaceful place to breathe at least one free air but here what I see right now, picking up the red carpet is the cries of the hearts who love each other but are humiliated because they LOVE each other. Celebrating Valentines day is not acceptable to our community, I wonder how come they celebrate New years according to English's Calender. WHERE are the people of acclaimed RAM SENA lost when the whole wide world is celebrating New years eve, kissing the one they love the most. This wasn't a culture of India then how is this acceptable? The News on the pages of The Hindu tells us the new drama which is going to be dramatized on the streets of karnataka, they will not only protest and will carry mangal sutra and other things and get the kids married on valentines day. WHY? just because they both are knowing each other until they decide if they wa

Talking with a friend, just randomly popped up this idea, how looking younger than your age is sometimes injurious.. :D (yes INJURIOUS!) I am going to narrate only the recent incident which happened with me a week back but there have been so many of like incidents before that if I sit down to tell you about those, you'll probably feel bored by the end of the blog and would not like to visit my blog again.. lol anyways... We were talking about my latest episode when I was termed as a school going kid. The doctor I visited asked when I entered for my checkup "Which SCHOOL are you studying beta?" WOW.. next question he shoots instantly before me giving an answer "Kaunsi CLASS mei padti ho? " damn.. this is fine.. it sometimes feels great when people don't know how old you are but you still look so young that they treat you like small kids and pamper you. Yet other times, it is sad as well. This compliment (compliment coz u are looking younger than age dude.. ya

Here I am welcoming my new room mate(s). Yes! I am talking about my new fish(s), and they are so so so very cute. Every semester I have new members in my room, this time they came little late but finally I am happy that they are here. They form such an integral part of my room, that without them, the room actually looks empty and something seems missing. Just look at their pic, I mean, they look sooooo innocent. Now, the problem is of naming them. A friend suggested me to name them on the movie name "Chandni chowk to China"... the twins names.. meow meow alias suzie and sakhi. well that's not the bad idea but then another friend negated the idea of keeping the names on any kind of movie.. Then another idea popped up.. why not name them chinki-pinki.. well this idea came coz according to another friend, the body of the fish depicts chiense language.. hee hee.. funny? yes i know it is but actually if u stare at the fish minutely, u'll also not disagree :D Yet another

Worthless it may seem, time tickled away On this shelf so common, many hearts sway Broken into pieces, suddenly this way Yet searching for words, how to say Not being yourself, doesn't serve the purpose Staying with someone else, it's like a circus Realizing your mistakes, never too late Learn how to swim, don't sink away Wishing to stay on the crowded street Try mending the broken heart, its a treat Take a chance, catch the glimpse Love blooms sometimes, surely it will greet Have the nerve to accept the fate Been around this place, its time to create Promise yourself, everything will change The smoke has drifted, its not strange The town is sleepy, don't be afraid This is the first time, don't close the gate Sun is rising, waiting on your doorstep Knock! Come out and stand under the shade Protecting, the rays will guide your way Walk on until you know how to say Visualizing, keep your heart on the bay Letting this metamorphosed you forever stay!

well may be when two people get into a close relationship called love.. the moment they clear to each other their hearts, the feeling of losing and winning is mixed, the following just describes that one moment, when all is finally done.. :) Won yet lost The feeling is a toast It lasted for then Broke later that pen Tolerable is the moment Sentiments under that tent Whispered Heard the words,contended Departed Captivated, scrolling ahead Instantly, life changed Still beating but differently Attached Its devotion And fashionably attraction!

on this new year, few words summing up the time.... For so long, kept quiet Hibernating, the world seemed so nice Unaware of things all around Happily, moving along without any sound Time changes, yes! It does Like this? It’s almost a shock Upside down, turning around Looking ahead Never ever to face down Sitting inside the four walls of the room Changing it into the world so new Ideas are many, picking them to sew Creating something with the whole crew Mind, heart, blood and veins Oiled the engine and started the train With all the energy but without any strain Meeting new faces, walking in that lane Finishing this tour, gladly strolling away Welcoming, the new trip is about to begin Boom! The history shall repeat With changes, it shall greet This time, with love and care Under its own steam, it shall stay With enthusiasm, all along the way!