Amazingly I Am

Farmers talk? No wonder why so much talk about farmers have suddenly flooded the newspapers. It must be the election time now. Whenever the elections are near the politicians and the authorities concerned start digging the issues related to the farmers. Don’t they have anything better to lie for? Ah! In the proposed budget there is a promise of a “populist budget’ for farmers and the aam garib aadmi this year. When you pick up the newspaper in the morning, all u come across are the talks with regard to farmers policies be it in the sensational budget wherein the broad contours of the budget this time revolves around the condition of farmers or be it the speeches of various politicians promising the rural class about the new agenda set by them for the so called bad situation of farmers all over the respective state. This isn’t enough, the recent incentive given by the Rajasthan government is no doubt commendable but the critics have something else in their mind. The Rajasthan gover...

For a change this time... i have title to what i wrote today...here it goes.... THERE’S NO LOOKING BACK Starring at my reflection in the mirror I am trying to see what’s in the rear The story is yet to be told But the moral is already so clear Ahead of the fates now I guess there’s no turning back The sky above me is painted blue It’s giving me the feeling so true Walking all the way on these steps I am wishing the time won’t flew Almost over before it began In the straight line, I walked again Holding the door, I desire to open There may be a hidden route to heaven Playing the game of hide and seek It’s bringing my curiosity to the peak The hopes are attached to the mystery unsolved Searching the keys, the shadows are absorbed The rays of hope are keeping me still Holding me tight, raising my will The fear can’t deluge me this time Stepping behind? I won’t commit this crime Intensifying my soul I am letting my feet to crawl...

Well...mi mi... the day today was damnnnnnnn crazy :) I will tell u which murphy law i am talking about.... so here I go.... when I was about to leave for college today, inspite of being extra careful, my laptop bag falls down from my bed and guess what... laptop was in the bag... I reach my class and I switch on the laptop just to find that the wireless is getting connected but not working because there is no signal and another friend of mine, tells me that its not working may be because the signal power of the laptop has become weak may be because ur laptop might have fallen down. (the truth begin it did fall down in the morning and he dint know that when he said this....) I had an assignment to be submitted during the class hours today and when I finish it and go for taking the print outs, I find out that I have not done the formatting properly. (though I think I did it, but it wasn't appearing on the computer printer screen :( ....again weird) A fren of mine wanted to use my de...

Walking down the lane and talking to thee You don’t realize what it’s going to be Are you living by chance or choice? Trail your spirit and answer the voice Are you wondering, where to start? Oh! Portray yourself in a house of mirage Bringing to life the only flower Let it ripe and gain some power Like an elegant lady in the bar Embellish it with all the stars The reflection will please you in the start But the truth still lies so far Touch the water and feel the air Think of what has led u here Give it the time to develop and show It’s the entire chimera growing on the floor Treat it as an opportunity or a preference Stay here or go back to realism Where everything is an illusion!

This is a movie based on the novel written by 'Scott Heim' based on child sexual abuse. The movie shows the causes and the effect of the child abuse. Two small kids were turned into gay's at their early ages by their base ball coach. Both the kids grow up with different remembrances of the incident which happens one night when they were molested together by their coach. The kids grew up differently, one almost forgets the incident and had believed that he was stuck by the aliens and the cause of the nose bleeding and the weird dreams is related to the UFO which he'd seen when he was young. The other kid turns into a hustler and remembers and infact cherishes the incident which is somehow ironic with the kinds of destroyed life he was living after moving to New York. Though both the kids were teammates in the game but they dint meet each other till the movie was about to come to an end. The one kid which turned into a hustler is Neil McCormick and the other one is Bria...

Just sitting in my IPR class on that day, I was listening to what my teacher was saying but just one word flew my imaginations to some other world and I started writing something and that something is what I am going to write here now.... Search, search, search Where are you hiding? I am looking for you It’s Dark now Come back home dear Don’t trouble me so much! I hope a miracle happens You come and sit beside me Talking to me, you fall asleep Dreaming about your destiny, smiling mysteriously Looking at you, I keep wondering Is it me you are seeing? Curiosity makes me ill Wandering mind remains still Thinking and guessing the dream My heart stops beating Oh! Come back to life, you seem dead Wake up and open your eyes Let me know you are still alive Don’t make me loose the confidence Confidence in you and me Let this miracle be the reality For me to keep breathing Waiting, waiting, waiting, The time is flowin...

5th September is the day for teachers. Today I am going to write about some incidents happened in the day. Started wishing my school days teachers through mail and they were glad to receive mails from me. I was kind of nostalgic when it came down to thinking about my school days, teachers day used to be celebrated with lot of fun. There used to be a small cultural program, the students used to become teachers and used to take classes on behalf of the teachers and the teachers used to act like students while few selected students imitated them in the classes. Those were the days my friend which are afresh in my mind even today. In this university, there are no celebrations as such on teachers day but we tried our best to make this day a little special for our teachers by our own small ways we could do it with like wishing the teacher as soon as the teacher arrives in the class. There were some hilarious incidents too which happened in the day. When I wished one of my senior teachers, he...