Ordeal

Hey fellas, I know its been ages I posted on my blog! Well this is one of the recent's I wrote. I know you may consider it depressing sorts like always but may be there is ray of hope in there somewhere, letz see how u interpret it!

with this New year beginning, I thought letz start posting again! so here its goes..


ORDEAL

Been long that I sat down to write
Why? is not the question on my mind
Playing hide and seek for a while
Destiny is making me feel all white
No colours are perceived by my eyes
Wondering, have I gone blind?

Pinch me and I may not feel the pain
Shout at me and it may be all in vain
Sitting beside me, I may not be visible
Talking with me, you may not get any answers
No feelings are generated by my mind
Wondering, have I gone cold inside?

Guess the wind has been blowing too hard
It made me loose my direction from very start
Where's everyone gone leaving me apart?
Am I still living? I ask my heart!
No answers are given by the soul
Wondering, have I gone out of control?

Come! Rescue me from this jungle
I am lost inside this weird triangle
Can you hold me and show me the way?
I am waiting for you to take me away
Where no one can see me breathe
Wondering, have I already reached that place???